I was the outsider looking over everyone but could never think for myself. It was an unbearable world watching kids laugh as I suffered alone. I But the best of my times were watching them suffer, falling on their knees begging their parents for more. But the words I hear all to often is because I said so I liked hearing those words. Parents showing those spoiled kids what they needed to hear. They always got their way but I was trapped on the outside my grasp could never quite reach where I was determined to be. No matter how far I traveled or how much I did I was just here. But I soon realised I would never get my way.